I haven’t seen her in a while. Shes gone back home for the winter X. Hope Madam is relaxing well!
It isn’t just because of the awesome foot massages she gives me or anything like that. There are plenty of other ladies who do that for the Emperor. But as you know, SHE is special!
I still remember the first time untouched her feet at night.
Traditional Indian women massage their husbands feet at night. Truly the most loving form of servitude is the physical kind. All of it is good of course and ultimately all starts in the mind. If you’re giving her money when she needs it, you’re serving her too!
I just remember that coy surprised smile ..
The upper class foreigner touching her dirty feet!
Those dark calves, cracked dirty feet, her on her stomach in sari, ONE leg outstretched. Madam truly wasn’t expecting it!
“Aap ye mat karo”, she said so sagely!
Sir, please don’t serve me!
But she’s so nice.
She serves ME so much….
Truly a case of what my ex once said – about massaging a rickshaw pullers feet in India…
Kissing her on the forehead lovingly. The top of her head. Her head nestled in my chest. Perfect height difference between us! Instant hard on. But it’s not even sexual as I hold that sweet warm body CLOSE to me.
I NEVER want to let go. X
I’ve been thinking.
What form of servitude is more debase?
Probably housework and massage.
If you’re serving her as a developer for instance, that’s looked upon differently.
But is there any difference?
Perhaps sexual?
But that can play into it even in the former case.
But of course, just more intense in the latter!
And these are all random thoughts.
Guy passes by, asks if he can massage me. Pierce my ears.
Girls in China asking if I needed my ward cleaned, while I was getting foot massages.
Servitude …
And dominance.
Truly both two sides of the same coin if you do it right!
And that’s that!
I miss you, Bhagwati.
But, I know you’ll return soon!
The wheel always comes full circle.
Best,
Mike Watson
PS – Read about this magnificent older Indian lady here.