I knew there was a reason I wrote what I did last night though I did not know it for most of the day, I still cannot see all of it, but I know, like I said in Serving an Indian Goddess, or like Steve Jobs said and I quilted – quoted – there is a reason it “came out” as quilted, you’ll see why as you read – -you can only connect the dots looking backwards!
You have to trust your gut, karma, something.
So true my friend. So true!
Those signs I saw, have been seeing … what’s been HAPPENING around me,.my life, all about to culminate in ohe grand finale like last night.
What happened you ask?
Well. . .
After watching most of that movie, i thought of massaging Bhagwati Maams feet, even pulling the footstool out of the recliner for her as Ma ji, and that’s what she is,JI!!! – while she eats noisily CRUNCHING, SPITTING – as is Madams RIGHT – and one foot one on my shoulder arrogantly in that oh so PROFOUND pose I wrote about so!
Instinctively, cum welled up in my balls. I instantly squeezed the tip of my phimotic penis SHUT as I always do to stop any cum escaping!
It works.
Most of the time it does!
I knew there was a reason I put a pair of old shorts to use as a rag earlier in the day though I didn’t know it!
It didn’t work last night.
My dick was limp.
Yet, i tugged away.
Cum came out – perfect ruined orgasm that!!! It dribbled, no first shot, no pleasure, not a lot of it… just the clean up remained. It got on the quilt,part dripped down my leg (precum) and I wiped all off with the rag. My!
Just perfect.
And I didn’t know why I came.
Now I do.
OLDER oh so dominant ladies, not just Bhagwati but the movie had so many, but the cherry on top, icing on the cake, no pun intended??
Well, this – they had a lot of them in that movie, feet and soles showing, arms, armpits,.my, AND all SO bitchy and Catty!!!
I so love these Indian women together, or a group of women – they gossip and DOMINATE so much better!
And lying here, thinking of Madam Bhagwati – Ma ji – i know how the escape happened last night.
My!
But my dick remained limp,no pleasure. True ruined orgasm I keep taking about which most get wrong.
It’s not one with an initial pleasurable blast.
That’s a semi ruined orgasm
A real ruined orgasm has NO blast. Very muted pleasure if at all, ideally it shouldn’t even be semen, but prostrate fluid leaking out …
… and it’s NOT a Sissygasm. Period, no pun. The two are very different!
Spicy and Erotic Fetish has more!
And if you’re truly into femdom, truly into denial, then you MUST get damn good at both of them.
No sexual pleasure for sissies.
Your pleasure cones from serving Madam!
HER!
And that’s how it should be.
Best
Mike watson
